at 4 she fell in love for the first time
he was 4
at 5 she fell in lust for the first time
she was 17
at 12 she fell in love for the second time
she was 1... he was 3
at 16 she fell in love for the third time
he was 15
at 18 she found sexuality without falling
she was 26
at 19 she found sexual love without falling
he was 32
at 25 she found true love without falling
he was 25
at 34 she fell in lust for the second time
he was 19
at 36 she fell in love for the fourth time
he was 18
at 37 she fell in lust for the second time
he was 23
at 39 she fell in love for the fifth time
he was 33... and 13... and 5
she was 9... and 8.


* Over the years she fell in love so easily, experiencing many forms of desire to be close to others and from the first she was told too often that age made it wrong. She never believed it. She chose to live in love, so that when she fell she was already home. Above are the increases in intensity. She still wonders what the numbers mean.